i'm not really a journal person i'm writing this to get it off my chest, and maybe not be so pissed off.

i don't consider my self a nice guy because i can be a jerk when i want to i try to help out who ever i can
i help my on again off again girl friend her sister my best friend and the roomate
figure a little money here or there will help i can spare some but this past week every one has found a way to crap on me

the girl friend is flirting with some guy online and now wants to go meet him
the sister owes money for a car i helped buy ad can seem to disapear without a trace
my best friend was in a jam for cash now he always has an excuce
and the roomate brought her boyfriend over and 500 bucks is now missing everyone says they did not take it but it is gone so were did it go

i would blame my cat but i know she would not rob me she tells me her new gold dish and dimond coler were a gift from the tabby down the hall lol just kidding starting to feel better

whoever reads this thanks for taking the time to let me vent and feel better